Generally things suck today. I can't wait to get home for spring break. It's easier to like people there; I find this revelation ironic. Now that it's no longer a permanent residence, it is precious. Sometimes I actually miss it. I'm one step closer to the real world, but sometimes it doesn't feel that way.
I realize that, even though there was a lot I despised, the town is still home to so many people I love. The rest of the world holds so few in comparison. I feel like apathy is the easiest barrier, here, and it starts to hurt.
I wish I could live my life more, instead of hiding from it.
Olivia
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